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Thu, 10 Mar 2005 02:44:11 GMT

have you ever felt so mixed up
you've already writing your last words?
you just want to end your thoughts with one last action.

It all started one day.
This pain.
It continues to spread like an infection to the heart.
Feelings for another just make it worse.

I can't stop these raindrops from falling everynight.
It feels like a curse...
The pain plays over and over and over again.

Life seems incomplete without death.
I just want it to end.
No one's fault but my own.
I can't make the decision.
It's better to just end it.
I deserve pain...

and only pain.

My First Entry

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 01:14:32 GMT

The reason I made this new Live Journal is because, no one else was commenting on my other one, I didn't like it, and it was getting too messy! GAH!
Okay! So,if you read my last entry on my other LJ...you will add me on THIS LJ.

ANYWAYS! Down to business...
I went to school, it was pretty boring today. Math was easy. Chris rode the bus home with me. I told him to take a shower because he was starting to smell....I Doubt he will tho....*cough STUBBORN cough*

I love that boy though. Well...nothing going on this weekend really. Chelsea might come over on Friday...I hope. CHELSEA?! I might be going to A&T on Friday for a few hours...ya know...to "check it out." I think Rylee is comming with me.

OMG! Taste Of Chaos in lets just say 2 weeks! EEKK! Excited!!! And I got tickets to go see UNDEROATH on April 11th! OMG OMG OMG!!!! <3333333333333 =]

Oh well...I have to go clean if I want to go to Underoath!...and get some extra MONEY! $$$ =]

<3

THE WORLD KEEPS SPINNING AND SPINNING AND SPINNING AND SPINNING AND SPINNING....

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My First Entry