urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:barbiesajerk barbiesabitch barbiesabitch 2005-03-10T04:47:30Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:barbiesajerk:1005 2005-03-10T02:44:11Z 2005-03-10T04:47:30Z kill - jimmy eat world have you ever felt so mixed up<br />you've already writing your last words?<br />you just want to end your thoughts with one last action.<br /><br />It all started one day.<br />This pain.<br />It continues to spread like an infection to the heart.<br />Feelings for another just make it worse.<br /><br />I can't stop these raindrops from falling everynight.<br />It feels like a curse...<br />The pain plays over and over and over again.<br /><br />Life seems incomplete without death. <br />I just want it to end.<br />No one's fault but my own.<br />I can't make the decision.<br />It's better to just end it.<br />I deserve pain...<br /><br />and only pain. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:barbiesajerk:443 2005-03-10T01:14:32Z 2005-03-10T01:14:32Z FFTL The reason I made this new Live Journal is because, no one else was commenting on my other one, I didn't like it, and it was getting too messy! GAH! <br />Okay! So,if you read my last entry on my other LJ...you will add me on THIS LJ.<br /><br />ANYWAYS! Down to business...<br />I went to school, it was pretty boring today. Math was easy. Chris rode the bus home with me. I told him to take a shower because he was starting to smell....I Doubt he will tho....*cough STUBBORN cough*<br /><br />I love that boy though. Well...nothing going on this weekend really. Chelsea might come over on Friday...I hope. CHELSEA?! I might be going to A&T on Friday for a few hours...ya know...to "check it out." I think Rylee is comming with me.<br /><br />OMG! Taste Of Chaos in lets just say 2 weeks! EEKK! Excited!!! And I got tickets to go see UNDEROATH on April 11th! OMG OMG OMG!!!! &lt;3333333333333 =]<br /><br />Oh well...I have to go clean if I want to go to Underoath!...and get some extra MONEY! $$$ =] <br /><br />&lt;3